Interactions.... Of the Rex Sort.

There are few things in this world I find to be a waist of time. Laying in the sun is considered a hobby where I come from. Dancing on the beach and running in the surf. My dog Oaklee and I went for an early morning run this morning at 4 am and it was absolutely breathtaking. The feel of the sand beneath my feet and the crisp spary of the ocean as the waves crashed carelessly, and yet gracefully to the shore. We ran for a few hours with a steady beat that never slowed. ((we're training for a marathon you know. :] )) And then it happened... one of the most beautiful things I've ever witnessed in my life, and I'm telling you, you've never seen everything until you espy the sun streak the sky with a beautiful array of orange, pink, red, and the slightest shades of yellow. A sunrise. A painting created by mother nature herself... and the best part? you get to watch it in action. live. awe-inspiring. action. Few people in this world get the chance to experience something so beautiful... and so simple... becuase they're waisting their day in bed. There are so many places to go, and people to see, things to do!!! How, may I ask you, do you spend your day... in BED!? I simply do not understand. As far as I can tell the more I sleep the crankier I am. No, no.. let me rephrase that. The later I sleep in the crankier I get! and therefore I've decided that I'm going to see that sunset. I'm going to get up, no matter how hard it is, and I'm going to start my day with something beautiful. I'll let you know how that works for me. :] and you should try it too.
love Rex.

((funny I got on here to blog about my english class... show's how much of a space cadet "duh duh duh" i am:]))

A Summer in Lust

He sighed. a smile crept across my face as I challenged him, "You won't hurt me... You love me! Remember?" the smile on my face taunted him as I expected a playful reply. The look in his eyes, the smirk on his face said it all. A mere "You know I do." was all I got from him. My heart ached. It questioned him. My mind blew it off, I was living in the moment. The way I'd dreamed of for many years. Somehow i imagined it differently. I imagined him differently. Though i knew my heart wasn't completely in it my mind told me it was all right. It said this is what I've always wanted. My heart knew him better than I ever gave it credit for. From the moment he uttered the words "You know i do." it knew. He was going to hurt me more than my mind could ever comprehend. From then on my heart tried uselessly to build a wall for my own protection. Only to be torn down by my mind. My body and mind worked in sync overthrowing my heart for just a moment. Leaving me vulnerable long enough for his six words to sink in completely. "I think we should see other people..." what was all he said. My world fell apart in a matter of seconds. I thought it was the end. My mind told me there was no hope for joy to be a part of my life ever again. Though this may be the end of a beautiful summer lust, it is only the beginning of an even more beautiful life ahead of me.

Love Rex.