I've Discovered I Am The Smartest Person In The World.

SONG OF THE DAY: The Cave by Mumford and Sons

--it has so many philosophical references, it's scary.

How can you say that your truth is better than ours?

                                  Think about that.

First of all, I would like to point out that I don't understand everything, least of all the people I care about.

There are very few times in my life that I've actually know 100% of everything there is to know on a given subject. In fact, I don't think there is anything I (or anyone else for that matter) know that thoroughly.

"I am the smartest person alive, for I know that I know nothing."

What an interesting thought.

I'm very interested in the studies of philosophy.

-Why do we believe what we believe?

-Is the fire truck red?

-Where did the color red even come from?

and the dreaded question that everyone wants to invest their time in, but no one actually has the time, heart, or death wish to prove it either way.... "Is God real?"

WORD OF WARNING:

I AM ABOUT TO SPEAK MY MIND ON THIS SUBJECT. I have to put my two cents in, not that it really means anything to anyone, and I have NO idea if what I say is going to be true for you, however, it's WHAT I BELIEVE. Don't get offended, alright? 

--if you're worried about it, just stop reading. It won't hurt my feelings, in fact, I won't even know.--

Just because I feel this way about the world, does not mean that you need to follow in my path. Trust me, it's kind of a scary place to be, and admittedly, I don't think many people can stand where I am.. all simply because I asked some questions.

I was Mormon from the day I was born. [[technically since I was baptized in the crystal clear water at the age of 8, but who really wants to get technical.]] 

I believed so strongly in everything that was said.

I believed in the way people acted.

                            what people said.

                            what they testified.

                             I believed in a man who was sacrificed to save me.

Turns out... once a turned the beautiful age of 18, my curiosity got the best of me.

People always told me that the church isn't the people in the church, the church is the church. Excuse me if I'm wrong, but, in the church you learn from the people. The doctrine is testified by the people. It seems to me the church is the people. The people are the church, and from what I've seen, I don't want anything to do with the church... from what I've seen... I can't believe what the people have said. I needed to find things out on my own and so I did something about it...

      I did exactly what they told me not to do.

                                       ..... I ASKED A QUESTION.

I'm not even going to begin to tell you the things I found. Mostly because, if you're comfortable living in your religion (namely mormons) I am not going to open up a hole for the facts to creep into. You'll thank me for that.

Now. Here's the deal.

I BELIEVE THERE IS A GOD.

There are to many amazing things in this world for me NOT to believe in that statement.

But, it is exactly that statement that made me have the biggest issues with the church.

There are good people everywhere. Do you hear that? EVERYWHERE.

Someone, whom I will not name, told me one day:

 "The only good people in this world, you will find in the LDS church."

THAT IS THE BIGGEST LOAD OF BULL SHIT I HAVE EVER HEARD.

The fact is, many LDS people have this incredibly large tendency to think that, because they hold the title "Mormon", they are a better person than the next guy.

The statement this man made, is the perfect example of this common occurrence. Someone thinking that  they're better then everyone else because they're mormon. I have never been so taken aback, and yet I shouldn't have been. I know that's how they work. 

                             ... and I'm sorry that I'm labeling the whole mass of Mormons as "holier than thou" people, but that's just my opinion after living in this dreaded place for 18 years. Such a large statistic of the Mormons I've met have this state of mind (9 out of 10 or even 99 out of 100 come to mind). It's just the way it is.

                                        

You live by: WHAT WOULD JESUS DO?

as you... talk badly about others,

                   judge them for their transgressions,

                         and hate people for being different.

             I could be wrong but, I don't think Jesus would do that.

YOU HAVE ALL MESSED UP BEFORE TOO.
                    JUST BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE SIN DIFFERENTY
             DOES NOT GIVE ANYONE THE RIGHT TO JUDGE THEM.

JUST FREAKING GET OVER IT.

(I still love you, but really guys? It's not necessary. Does it make you feel better about yourself or something? If it does... that's pretty messed up.)

 

   So what I have a few tattoos and drink coffee. 

                        Does that really make me a bad person?

Now that I've done my fair share of rambling, here's the deal.

If God is as loving as everyone says he is, 

I DO NOT THINK HE CARES IF YOU'RE LDS OR NOT.

If you are an honestly good person, and you try your best throughout your life, I really don't think God is going to look at you and say "hey, you did great out there, but you're not LDS so you're not welcome here until you change that."

I think He is going to be proud of us either way. 

I think He will love us either way.

In all honesty, I am not a big fan of religion, in case you didn't catch that.

I love talking (debating, really) about this and gaining new knowledge and opinions on what other people think, so if you ever want to talk, you know where to find me.

ALSO, I recently watched a video about this man that basically hates the world and has a "slap in the face" comment for absolutely anything and everything a person can say. Everything he says, makes perfect sense and every point he makes is completely logical. This content is not for the weak of heart, though, so if you're worried about that, or if you know you can't handle it, PLEASE DON'T WATCH IT. I'd hate to cause turmoil in your life because of a simple suggestion. If you love learning, and if you're a logical person, look him up. It's fascinating. --you can also find him on netflix. That's right, Netflix. That's how great this guy is. He's the real deal.--

              GEORGE CARLIN

this has nothing to do with my post.. well sort of.

I have this friend who is fascinating. He always has something to say, and he ALWAYS says it.

He rubbed off on me a lot. A lot, a lot. 

(as far as my views on religion go... and basically everything else in life. He's a pretty quoteable guy)

We used to sit and talk about things like this for hours. It was one of my favorite things in the world. 

 

 

xoxo nikki                       

GUYS. YOU MUST CHILL.

I don't hate mormons. I realized that it sounded like I really hate them. Honestly though, I think in theory what they believe is fantastic. If that's what you believe and you were offended, I'm sorry. That was not my intention. I know MORMONS still great people. I just don't agree with some of the things they do or the way they act. --granted I don't think they agree with anything I do or say. Which is fine.

If you've believed the mormon church (or something else for that matter) your whole life, don't start questioning it now.
It's a lot harder to question what you've believed your entire life.

If you feel the need, leave a comment explaining your opinion. I'd really love to hear it. (just refrain from being intentionally rude. Like I said before, this is all just my opinion. Don't take it as fact, and if you don't want to, don't take it to heart.)